Friday, 18 April 2014

Wish Mothers live FOREVER !!







 When I opened my eyes , first thing i ever saw was YOU. 
I wished it to be the same until I DIE...
When you first held me in your hands it felt like the safest place.

When I walked my first trembling steps, it felt that I will never fall again , For you'll be there to hold me,ALWAYS...
I wished YOU to be with ME until I DIE...
I am a PART of YOU, I belong to YOU. Might be the reason, the first word we spoke is “MAA” .
I wished it to be the last until I DIE...


Time passed by and we went ahead. I grew up. There you were...
Always supporting and caring ,even had numerous sleepless nights whenever I fell ill. 
Always forgiving , even for my blunder mistakes. 
So gentle, and calm , never wished anything in return. 
But I promised to always take care of you, until I DIE...


Everything is sad, so gloomy. There you are... so weak , so tender not able to walk. 
There I am standing at the corner of the door. So helpless, Watching you DIE.  
HOPE is what I see in your eyes. HOPE to watch me GROW, to always be TOGETHER, to get OLDER, to atleast be ALIVE.
I,Helpless... couldn't even do anything.
I FAILED you. Couldn't fulfill my promise. I let you DIE.


I felt NOTHING. As nothing exists inside the vaccum. I don't LIVE anymore , though I am still ALIVE. 
As they say, those who die becomes a star. Shines and brightens up the Sky. 
I saw you up there, in the middle of the sky.Alone...Sad... Continuously watching me.
Everyday I talked to you but not the same anymore. I can't hug you, For that,you are too FAR...


I saw you one day, in my dream . Holding me in your arms. 
Saying “I am still there. In YOU. Inside You. As YOU are a PART of ME, How can I DIE? “ 
 

Then I realize, you'll always be with me until I DIE...




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